The Curious story about alice

IF- FLYING

2009-10-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

in my dream.in your clothes.

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2009-10-14T10:24:00.000-07:00

Hello mr.mango

it's me, strawberry.

the truth is..

2009-10-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

“

You can escape from liability,
but you cannot escape from regret.

You can escape from school,
but you cannot escape from knowledge.

You can escape from your enemies,
but you cannot escape from fear.

You can escape from jail,
but you cannot escape from guilt.

You can escape from commitment,
but you cannot escape from love.

You can escape from life,
but you cannot escape from death.

You can escape from others,
but you cannot escape from yourself.
”

no, i have not.

2009-10-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

But i have this creepy feeling, and i think i want to cry.
i hate that intimidating face.

HAYAH!!

2009-10-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

kenapa sih sinteron2 indosiar harus di dubbing!??!

jdnya fake banget.

*kebablasan habis nonton Putri Indonesia

can't wait for this movie. heart disney

2009-10-07T10:13:00.000-07:00

if you are a real princess, be careful.
your kiss will turn princes into frogs.

ARGH!!

2009-10-01T11:19:00.000-07:00

kenapa harus ada yang namanya pre menstrual syndrome dengan mood super labil gini sih.

sumpah nyusahin.

another waste of night

2009-09-27T12:25:00.000-07:00

Manusia memang mahluk yang menarik. sangat menarik untuk mengetahui apa yang mereka simpan didalam kepala mereka, menarikuntuk mengetahui apa yang nampak sering kali bukan yang sebenarnya, menarik bahwa bagaimanapun berbedanya kita, pasti di suatu tempat, di suatu waktu, kita bisa menemukan sesorang yang mirip.

kalau Tuhan adalah pencipta dan penemu.

pasti sangat menarik buat dia menyaksikan 'tikus2nya' melewati labirin raksasa kehidupan.

beberapa jalur mungkin diberi keju, beberapa racun tikus. beberapa jebakan,

atau mungkin jalan buntu.

Saya penasaran,mungkin sangat menyenangkan menyaksikan semuanya dari atas sana?

OH.

2009-09-26T21:13:00.000-07:00

oke, katakan saya terlambat.

tapi saya menyadari ternyata cukup banyak ilmuwan jenius yang memiliki kelainan di otaknya.

autis, disleksia

mungkin dikucilkan adalah suatu berkah?

yang jelas, Da vinci, Walt disney dan Edison

lalu Einstein.

Mampu menjadikan tempat ini lebih baik. :)

Scar Jo for MANGO

2009-09-26T20:57:00.000-07:00

i don't like her that much on screen
but i have to admit

she's incredibly hot in mango's ad.

le love

2009-09-07T11:59:00.000-07:00

i love the idea.

"we are going to be okay, you know we are, right?"

whassap man?

2009-08-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

saya ga pernah ngerti dengan logat orang yang selalu memakai imbuhan man di akhir kalimat.

lebih tepatnya di SETIAP AKHIR KALIMAT.

bahkan ketika lawan bicaranya jelas-jelas wanita.

seperti " oh, gw dari jakarta men"

"nama lo siapa men?"

"SMA lo dulu dimana men?"

"oke men, lo kenal temen gw ga men disitu men?"

GERAH WOY! lo kira gw per-MEN

Pembicaraan Dikala Subuh

2009-08-22T13:32:00.000-07:00

Ank kosan 1 : "jadi Aseng tuh cewe??"
Ank kosan 2 : "iya, emang selama ini lo kira cowo?"

Ank kosan 1 : Iya..abis bentuknya ...emm..
Ank kosan 2 : kayk cowok ya?
Ank kosan 1 : IYA!!dengan warna itu dan muka itu..
ANk kosan 2 : haha, sejelek itu..
Ank kosan 1 : Kalo Tommy,emang cowo kan?
ANk kosan 2 : iya.haha

Ank kosan 1 : mereka prnh make out ga?
Ank kosan 2 : kayaknya pernah deh,gw pernah liat gt
Ank kosan 1 : OYA?
Ank kosan 2 : iya, tp mereka juga serg berantem gt sih..
Ank kosan 1 : cakar2an gitu?
Ank kosan 2 : iya..rame banget,,

yes,we are talking about CATS

...

2009-08-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

click for larger view.

i never knew they actually taught us how to do it..
-_-;

i only could imagine.

2009-08-20T14:38:00.000-07:00

i dont know which one would be more terrifying,

the sight of deep,dark unlimited ocean beneath, or the fact that i'm dancing with the boggest animal alive?

lets just say

2009-08-19T12:42:00.000-07:00

that i try so hard not to think that u are special.

I'm Going To Miss You people :)

2009-08-17T14:39:00.000-07:00

At Grand Indonesia.

Food Louver

la la la~life's go on

2009-08-17T14:22:00.000-07:00

it's my perfectionist side that often came out in the wrong moment.

not when i have to finish my ASSignment,
nor when people told me to. (because i hate being told what to do)
or for another time when i need to be so effing perfectionist that its kill me.

it urge its way out, in the middle of the night,(menjelang2 pagi actually)
for something that is so unimportant,selfish and rather stupid.
plus,tomorrow is going to be the 1st day back to college after long "holiday"
*forget it, so what with 1st day anyway?

so, can you guest what i'm doing?
taku ur guest..

Alice in Wonderland Syndrome

2009-08-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

Alice in Wonderland syndrome (AIWS, named after the novel written by Lewis Carroll), also known as Todd's syndrome[1], is a disorienting neurological condition which affects human perception. Sufferers may experience micropsia, macropsia, and/or size distortion of other sensory modalities. A temporary condition, it is often associated with migraines, brain tumors, and the use of psychoactive drugs. It can also present as the initial sign of the Epstein-Barr Virus (see infectious mononucleosis). Anecdotal reports suggests that the symptoms of AIWS are fairly common in childhood, with many people growing out of them in their teens. It appears that AIWS is also a common experience at sleep onset.

The hallmark sign of AIWS is a migraine, and may in part be caused by the symptom itself. Using psychoactive drugs (notably dextromethorphan, LSD, Psilocybin Mushrooms or other hallucinogenic drugs) may also produce micropsia. AIWS affects the sufferer's sense of visual, sensation, touch, hearing as well as one's own body image.

The most prominent and often most disturbing symptom is that of altered body image: the sufferer will find that they are confused as to the size and shape of parts of (or all of) their body.

The eyes themselves are normal, but the sufferer 'sees' objects with the wrong size or shape and/or finds that perspective is incorrect. This can mean that people, cars, buildings, etc. look smaller or larger than they should be, or that distances look incorrect; for example a corridor may appear to be very long, or the ground may appear too close.

In addition, some people may experience more intense and overt hallucinations, seeing things that are not there and misinterpreting events and situations in conjunction with a high fever.

And some said that Lewis carroll himself is one of those sufferer.This inspired him to make a Alice's story.

OH I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH.

teryata susah ya

2009-08-13T13:09:00.000-07:00

foto yang bagus di motor.
hehe

2009-08-09T13:26:00.000-07:00

Chastity Belt, 1890.

Around the time this photo was taken, masturbation was widely considered harmful in western medicine, so chastity belts were sometimes used to prevent children and adolescents touching themselves. It wasn’t until the 1930’s that masturbation was no longer considered a mental health problem.

OH GOD!this THING do exist!!
unbelieveable.

there's a day when everything seems so perfect.

2009-08-06T12:51:00.000-07:00

yep, so perfect that by the en of the day, you cant stop smiling.

we came up with a plan to visit our local zoo.
we start our trip with a BIG C!
Curiousity and CAMEL.YEAAAYYY

emm,hold on mr camel.stop for a while, will you?

"monas, stop" *said mas2 penarik onta.

oh, okey, hold your pose mr.monas.

then we pay a visit to the TIGER-RRR.
uh, since they looked not-in-a-mood-for-fans-and-photo-session,we decided to shoot from a distance. You know, just in case.

uhh..sangat tidak siap.oke.SEKALI LAGII,, cheerss

then we have E, excitement and Eagle.

P.is for Playful and Peacock and also PAVORITE.haha

after long pause of admiring, we take our foot to..Z
Zebra in a Zoo.Zuper! *wtf sih*

The question : is it white stripes on black, or black stripes on white??
whatever the answer is, this creature is definitely a lamborghini for horse family.

By the end of our trip, we decided to make a brave decision.
CLOSER PICTURE WITH THE TIGER!!

THANK YOU LORD FOR KEEP THEM IN SILENCE.Our face might trick you,because to be honest, i can feel my foot is trembling.hahah

but WE manage to smile.YEAAH!!(actually,more like grimace than smile)

Do you realize there's no Giraffes in our picture. Not because we don't like it. Or another stupid reason like, it wouldn't fit in a frame. no, its just those giraffes died because they was sick.boohoo. :(

oh well, time go say goodbye. Bye Zoo.

AND HELLO MANGKOK AYAM.NYAM NYAM

elevator dilema

2009-07-31T08:44:00.000-07:00

Jadi, karena kantor(magang)saya yang letaknya di lantai paling tinggi, which is 26 mengharuskan saya memakai lift dan enggan memakai tangga,(dan membuat semakin banyak unimportant curve di badan saya) saya jadi menemukan fakta bodoh mengenai lift.

its not something new actually, and u might be in this situation before.

let me tell you few things first..

Jadi di menara thamrin, lift nya berjumlah 8 buah. 4 di sisi kiri, 4 di sisi kanan.
4 buah yang dari lantai Lobby langsung ke lt.26, dan 4 buah yang dari Lobby hanya sampai ke lt.16.

8 ini kapasitasnya sekitar 20 orang. (mungkin kurang kalau liftnya lagi ngambek atau mau rusak, atau org didalamnya over weight. atau mungkin ada yang bawa anak gajah buat photoshoot.)

Nah, setiap jam makan siang, pasti antrian menunggu lift jadi lebih panjang dan jadi lebih lama. kadang orang yang mau naik ke lt.26 ga langsung masuk ke lift yang menuju ke atas, tapi ikut lift yang turun dulu ke Lower Ground(LG) supaya ga terlalu lama nunggu.

Alhasil, saya yang nunggu di LG, makin lama lagi masuk lift. Dan biasanya, begitu melihat ruang di dalam lift udah penuh sesak, naluri buat menerjang masuk pun redup.

nah, momen paling ga enak adalah, ketika kita masuk, lift keliatan kosong, tiba2

"BIP BIP BIP"

alarm over limit bunyi.

ohcrap.

dan biasanya, kalo di posisi ini, entah orang suka pura2 ga denger, atau kekeuh merasa kurus, ga ada yang mau beranjak dari posis berdirinya.

ada kali 1 menitan.keheningan yang menyesakkan,keringat menetes.ketegangan intense terutama bagi orang yang ada di barisan depan.

akhirnya, yang paling ga enak, adalah waktu orang(yang biasanya masuk terakhir) harus keluar, dengan harga diri jatuh.
karena biasanya walaupun orang tersebut kurus,tetap di anggap "melebihi kapasitas"
atau kebanyakan dosa.

dan seringnya, temen-temen dari orang itu, berhasil masuk, dan cuma 1 orang yang harus keluar.
dan temen-temen yang didalem ketawa cekikikan.(degan lemak yang berguncang2)

midnite tale.

2009-07-29T09:39:00.000-07:00

tangan besar itu menuntunnya dengan kasar.
punggungnya didorong dengan tergesa-gesa,

dengan setengah terisak,dia hanya bisa pasrah.
ketika tangan besar itu semakin lama semakin memaksanya untuk berlari kecil.
karena bagaimana pun dia berusaha, langkah kakinya tak akan bisa menyamai langkah besar di belakangnya.

semakin lama, dia menyadari langkah besar itu menuntunnya menuju ke sudut gelap.
satu sudut tanpa cahaya yang sangat dia benci.memori yang dimilikinya tentang sudut itu tidak pernah bagus.hanya isak dan suara-suara keras menghujam.

dia berusaha memohon, berusaha menyampaikan maksudnya
walaupun sulit sekali mengucapakan bahkan sebuah kata di tengah isak tangis.
hingga akhirnya sampailah dia di sudut gelap itu.

di tengah isaknya, dia berkata
"ayah..ga au..ga au main disini.."

tangan besar itu menjawab.galak.keras.melupakan sosok yang menatapnya adalah anaknya yang baru berusia 2 tahun setengah.
"MAU TIDUR GAK?!?MAU AYAH TINGGAL!?!?!UDAH MALEM MALAH NGAJAK MAIN!!

disela isak tangis nya, dia menjawab..
"ga au..g au.."

2009-07-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

one question :

how can we left our tiny foot prints in this massive universe?

a symbol that we, as ourself and ourthought, had been live here.

and not just being wiped by the ultimate sword, called time?